October of last year (2019), we decided to go to one of the most visited resorts in Toril, The "Villa De Mercedes Resort". It is located in Sirawan-Catigan Road, Toril,  more or less a 1 hour drive from Davao City. It is a high-end residential resort but they are already open for public and outsiders who want to enjoy a beach-like swimming pool with white sand and shore. What makes their Infinity pool different from others is that, it is the first and only Ionized Pool in Mindanao. Sounds interesting, right? They also have kiddie pool for your kids to enjoy!




We arrived there at 1pm and already done with our lunch, so we just decided to order some of their refreshing smoothies. But honestly, we didn't enjoy our fruit shakes. Yes, everything tasted artificial. We don't know if they're using natural fruits or just powdered flavored juices but we tasted it that way or the latter. We were kind of disappointed since yes, it's a bit pricey.

But nevertheless, if you're just after the serenity of the place, then this is the place to be. Yes, the place is just beautiful and would still want to visit again since the kids really loved and enjoyed the place!

Wow! It's been like ages since the last time I wrote a blog post. Time flies so fast! It was almost 5 years since I wrote my post about my daughter and was very emotional back then. I was on hiatus since December of 2014 after I gave birth, and I was also been too busy with so many things. 
And with regards to my last post about my baby daughter, I must say that God has been very good to us since we were able to surpass that very challenging and trying moment of our lives. My lovely daughter is already 4 years old now. 🙂 A Very loving, sweet and friendly little girl. She's currently enjoying going to school, and play around with her cousin.





I really make it appoint to keep track of my child's milestones, and no matter how hectic my schedule is, I make sure that I'm having special moments with her several times a day. All of the beautiful things that I can get to spend with my lovely daughter, is absolutely a wonderful reminder how amazing God is. 

Everything that had happened a few days ago was just so unexpected. I never imagined that you'll see the world earlier than you should be. I supposed to give birth on January, January 24, 2015 to be exact. That's why I didn't have any idea at all that we will be seeing you earlier than that.

Me and your dad did everything we can just for you to be healthy inside my womb. That day was like the worst day of my life. Everything happened in just a short span of time, for like 5 hours or so, I heard your first cry. I just couldn't believe that you'll be delivered prematurely. 32 weeks is just so early.


If I can only bring back time, I would definitely do all the possible ways just for you to stay longer inside me. But I'm really, really sorry my little one because mama had no idea that this thing will happen. I honestly thought that this one was a healthy pregnancy and I believe everything was fine. For the past 31 weeks of carrying you inside me, everything seems fine, no unusualties or whatsoever that would make me call my ob, but not until the 3rd of December. I thought it was just a false labor as I'm still on my 32nd week. I had no idea at that time that I'm already experiencing preterm labor. When I was rushed to the hospital, I'm just so shocked to discover that I'm already fully dilated and effaced.

Remembering that day really saddens me and brings tears to my eyes. Baby savvy, I'm really, really sorry if you have to go through all these. It really breaks my heart thinking that I have to leave you there in the hospital. I'm really sorry if your dad and mama have to leave you there temporarily since you badly need it.  All that we can do right now is to visit you every single day, provide everything that you need and pray hard for you.


Baby Savannah Audrey, all we are asking from you is to stay strong because mama and your dad love you so much more than anything in this world. We are willing to give up everything just for you to get well anytime soon. I just can't wait to cuddle you every second, every minute, every hour of the day to make you feel how much I really love you, how precious you are to us. Your dad loves you so much as well. He is doing everything he can just to provide every single thing you need. We are here for you no matter what. And it is really heart-wrenching to see you there, so please baby savvy, my little angel, be strong for us and do get well soon.

I just couldn't wait for that very special day wherein I will be holding you in my arms, and I do hope, that this thing will happen very soon. I'm keeping my fingers crossed.

My boyfriend and I were searching on the net a beach resort in Samal Island wherein we could really enjoy the serenity of the place. And as well as a place wherein we could experience the beauty of it with the crystal clear water and white sand beach resort.

After browsing online for like an hour or so, voila! We finally found Isla Reta Beach Resort and decided to go there. It's actually the first time I heard or read about the resort that's why I was so ecstatic to visit the island, and it was definitely the perfect place I've been telling my bf or the kind of resort I'm looking for.







When we got there, I'm just glad since the place wasn't really crowded maybe because we went there on a weekday. We actually stayed there overnight and it was a fun and memorable experience with my partner. I'm still looking forward to our second visit next month perhaps . I must say that Isla Reta is very nice, simple, and very affordable. So if you're on a tight budget this is the perfect place to be.

It has been months since the last time I have jotted down my last entry on this blog. I'm just kind of confused at this very moment so I needed this platform to vent out what is exactly preoccupying my mind now. If you're gonna ask me how am I doing the past months? I would say I'm not kinda okay but I'm still hoping everything will be alright.

A lot of things had happened the past months that everything just happened so fast. I know, I'm the one to be blamed for every single thing that had happened to me right now. It maybe hard to do on my part but I have to face all the consequences of those actions and be strong enough to handle them since this is the best thing that I can do now. I basically have no idea if that particular person would support me every step of the way or would stay with me no matter how hard our situation is.

In all honesty, I really don't know what's in store for me in the next couple of months or so and if the people around me are really genuine enough to trust with or if  they are really with me in what I'm going through right now. The thing is it's just so hard to trust every single person you meet since you have no idea if that certain person would be true to you. I have been very disappointed in the past and this explains everything why it's quite hard for me right now to totally trust a person "again". I don't want to have high hopes in order for me not to get hurt again.

Happy New Year Everyone! I hope each one of you had a blast in welcoming 2014! Wow! Time just flies so fast. Whew! it's already 2014. Another year to get excited if what this year has in store for all of us. This is a perfect moment as well to try something new and experiment on a thing that you haven't tried before. This year, I'm gonna be doing things that made me held back the past years as I'm finding it hard or challenging back then.

After contemplating for so many days, nights if I should do it or not , voila! I now have the courage to do this one now. I have decided to do one of the things that I'm interested in, which is sharing with you guys my outfits of the day. And this post will be my very first OOTD ever! I'm still testing the waters though and let's see if this one would work out for me. Well, I'm keeping my fingers crossed.

Anyway, this is just a very simple outfit of the day that would truly describe the certain feeling that I have at this very moment.


As what the title implies, "Bluer Than Blue", I'm actually in total despair these past days and I just can't elaborate everything in here. I know it's the start of the year and I'm supposed to be positive and be happy no matter how hard the situation is. But it's just that, I can't force myself to feel that way if I'm really not. I don't want to fool myself. Yes, new year means a new beginning and a perfect time to start all over again. A great time as well to look forward to all the wonderful things that this year has to offer. I genuinely believe though that I would eventually feel this positive thing which I'm longing to feel for the longest time now. It's just that this sad feeling is so overwhelming as I'm currently in a situation wherein I considered as one of the trying times in my life. Pardon me if I have to share this one in my very first outfit of the day ( lol ). I'm very much aware that not everyone of you who gets to visit my blog would truly understand me, but nevertheless, I know that there might be a few or some of you would bear with me and would understand why I have to burst this out on my personal blog ( I just really hope so ).

But having said that, I can still say that each one of us has still enough reasons to stay joyful ( that I'll eventually realize sooner or later ) despite the trying times we had the past year and for us to remain ecstatic of what 2014 has to bring.

Again, Happy new year everyone and may we all have a prosperous new year!

Happy Holidays everyone! This is the best time to bond with your loved ones and enjoy the things you love to do with them.

Well, anyway, 2013 has been a roller coaster ride for me. There's a lot of things that are really hard to understand why it had to happen in all aspects of my life. But nevertheless I'm hoping for the best that everything will be unravelled why I have to go through all those stuff in God's perfect time. He's the only one right now who's truly there for me, truly understands and loves me unconditionally. I'm leaving everything up to Him and I have genuinely faith in Him that despite all the hardships I'm currently experiencing, things will eventually fall into place. Yes, life can be cruel at times but you just have to look always at the brighter side of it for you to understand certain things that are truly understandable.

Additionally, I've been hurt so many times already by insensitive people around me, by people very close to me. I don't wanna hold grudges against anyone but I just can't help it. I'm only human. I know in time, I'll learn to forget everything but not anytime soon, as they have hurt me bigtime. And the saddest part is, I have to face everything all by myself,  coz there's no one I can turn to at this very moment, that makes things even harder for me. All I have right now is Faith. Yes, faith. I believe that this too shall pass. I absolutely believe in that.


I'm also very discouraged with my blog's page rank now since it has a pr of 0 already and this thing demotivates me to blog that often. Maybe the big reason for this is that I haven't blogged for like 6 months I think. However, I just so love this personal blog of mine and I will do everything to raise its pr again. And besides, this is the only blog I have right now that is still up and running so I have to take care of this one.

And on a lighter note, enjoy your holidays guys and have a blast! Pardon me again for the drama that I just jotted down. This is just the only outlet for me to burst everything out. ( lol )

Hello everyone! It has been quite some time now since the last time I updated this blog and I just missed this little haven of mine so much. I have been on hiatus for like 3 months now and whew! that was such a long time already.

I know I had been jotting down so much drama 3-4 months back, and please do understand me guys why I had to write down those kind of stuff here( lol ). I just needed to vent out what I exactly felt during those times,  and this blog is just the perfect platform for me to voice out everything that I don't have the courage to confide to the people close to my heart. I must admit that I'm still hurting now but I'm definitely much better these days than the past months. ( I needed to be okay 'coz that's the best thing to do, right? lol ).

Wow! I just realized now that 3 months had passed already. Time just runs so fast. I went through so much things the past months and those were one of the hardest scenarios that I needed to deal with. During those tough times, I felt like that I'm all alone, and there's no one to turn to, that they are all against me. What's so disappointing was that, the person who started it out or the main reason behind it, was the same person you thought who would protect you, but sadly, it was the other way around. I had been judged, called names by the people involved, which is very painful on my part because they really don't know the whole story behind it, they don't know the real me. He already said he was sorry for the trouble he had caused, but I have no idea at all if he's sincere about it.

What had happened to me made me realized that I need to be more careful the next time around, don't ever make decisions too soon or if you're just carried away by your emotions, don't rush things, and you really have to be more wiser in choosing people to trust with. Don't trust so easily since you would regret that in the end. Yes, I have learned my lesson the hard way but that's a fact of life, I can't turn back time. I just have to leave everything to God, that He'll give me more strength, that I'll get over him anytime soon ( which is so hard on my part, because I realized now that I really have a strong feeling for him despite everything that had happened ). I really have to be strong because he's not worth my tears, I deserve someone better, and I believe that someday, I'll finally meet that special someone who would treat and love me right, ( I'm keeping my fingers crossed ).

Do you honestly think that this particular girl did regret everything she has done? Why she didn't give her all just to work everything out? Well, here's what she wants to tell right in front of your face. She doesn't have even just a single regret about what happened like why she's holding back, why she had a lot of shortcomings and why she broke up with you several times in the past because she believes that those were the right things to do or should I say the best things that she should do, because you aren't worth the time and the energy. Yup, you read it right, you aren't worth the effort and not worth the wait.

Don't you ever think that she can't move on with her life without you because you're definitely wrong. Oh please don't be too confident about yourself dude, since I tell you, you aren't good enough. She can live her life without you and even better off without you dude. She's even very thankful about why everything had to happen because she believes that she deserves someone better than you. Someone who's true enough and genuine enough.
Yes, she may learned her lesson the hard way, but that's a fact of life. We all need to go through such mistakes in life because that would make you a much wiser and a much better person than you are in the past. Thanks to all your lies, she didn't believe every single thing you said though, because from the very beginning, she knew that they weren't really true simply because they were too good to be true. And I just want to suggest something, that I hope next time you'll have a better script, because you know what? That was the dumb*** script she has ever heard ( LMAO ). So you better be good next time around. And one more thing, kudos to you! 'coz you're definitely on top of her list as the most liar she has ever encountered. You're just one of those jer** out there.

You aren't really successful in making her think or feel that you're different from them because from the very start, she already felt that you're just one of them. I hope you're happy with all of your insensitive actions and thanks for letting this girl go. It's your loss not hers because she's just one of the few girls out there who's just so genuine about their feelings and who would not make even a single thing to break the trust or to break her partner's heart. This girl can honestly say that she's a good person and God knows what's really in her heart or how true she is, so I believe He will give the right person for her at the right time.

At least now, She'll no longer have a hard time figuring things out and will no longer have that guilt feeling anymore, 'coz after all, she has been very honest with you and the only one who's been honest in the relationship. She can finally wear a smile now and can definitely tell the world, that she's already genuinely happy because you aren't in her life anymore.